My name = Your name

Have you ever wonder if there are other people who have the same name as yours? I’m sure everyone googled their own name before. If you did not do it yet, please go and do it now. I’m sure you will find some interesting things out there. The typical findings would be:

Your university Id, facebook, twitter, blogs, email, and of course, other people who have the same name as yours.

Well, for me, I googled my name a long time ago. (This was before I have a gmail account. If you google now, you end up having to find my g+ acc. ) I couldn’t find anything except for a blog which have the exact name as mine with the title "From Kota Tinggi with Love".

Funny thing is that, I actually don't own any blog at the time. Pretty excitedly I clicked the blog and read through. The owner actually was a girl. Her name was Anis. She actually had a lot of followers. She wrote about her life, what’s going on and stuffs. The name, Nadzirah Aqilah, actually was the mash up of her sister’s name. She made it as her pen name. 

So, from then on I would check out her blog. Truthfully saying, I did not check it except for when I have the ‘needs’ to search for my own name. Then I would remember about her. Oh well~! So it is not that frequent. I always have the urge to tell her that there are other people using her pen name as a real name. Even more, I wanted to tell her that it was a privilege because she seemed proud of the name. 

But, you know, the things that you always wanted to do, always been the things that you wanted to do. It has never been done. I guess you can never know the future. Little that I know, a couple of months back, I have the urge to search for my name again. So her blog pops out and it was a post about being in UTM. I was quite excited. I wanted to comment and stuffs but I felt that something was wrong. I already type a looooong post (abt being in utm and what’s she’s doing) to comment, but I at last did not click the button to share. The blog wasn’t updated quite a long time. I scrolled to the newest post. It was a post from her sister. Anis met an accident and passed away a few months back. 

Seriously, I have never thought things like this would happen. It seemed like she was loved by all of her friends and family. I’m very sure the whole family missed her so much. Funny when we think about time. It moves forward and never goes back. We can reminisce on our past but we can never look into our future. Until this day, if I type my name, her blog would be the first thing to show up. And for that, every time, I would always remember her. In memories, Anis Hj Sukarti.